Hey everyone, it's been a long time since i've done anything here on deviantart, it might almost be a year already.. It's like i've been dead. I was only artistically dead for some time, but i'm here again!
Anyway: there is a lot going on in my personal life, i'm busy fighting mental illness. I have also lost 37 kilograms since November, i've been focusing on losing weight a whole lot.. I felt bad about drawing for a long time, like it wasn't good enough and i just didn't WANT to draw, i had no passion left in me, but i got a feeling that it's coming back.
When problems become really big they just start to take over every part of your life and for me it also included my art, i was on a full-stop because i needed all my energy for something else. I have honestly cried about this, i wanted to draw so bad but i couldn't, i had no inspiration or passion or energy and nothing seemed to work.. I was so scared that it might never come back, it felt like i lost a really big part of myself and i didn't know what to do. Of course i can't say that i'm completely back to normal again because i'm not but i have noticed that i want to draw again, my passion is back, i can get inspired again and i'm currently working on the most recent drawing i've uploaded ^-^